May
[ TeRRibLe buT sTiLL tHanKfuL..]
Posted in old sandbox | No Comments »huff… finally its a holiday time… already regraded for some subjects. but didnt really satisfied with some of it. regret that i got D mark on a subject that i love n even if i mastered it. maybe its kind of a lesson He gave me. teach me to always liave it out to Him. dissapointed? yup for sure. but i’ll stand again n do my best in d next time i take that subject again… dunno whether its my lecturer’s mistake or i did. i’ll take only the bright side. even if most of half of the class got D n E. gosh… still thankful that i could still take next subject even i got D on it…
ummm… its been a hard week for me… actually today i’m not keen goin’ to camp, wanna lay back at home, playing games on my comp. but i should do it. taking care some certifs for d comitee. evening, i’ll go somewhere w/my mom n lil sist.. actually, place that i dont like. what an excruciating day….
still thinkin’ bout my grades this sem. wish it’ll b good enough so that i wont fall down. really want to graduate soon enough so that my fams didnt have to spend much more money for me. i really understand that they dont really have much money to pay my school. i’ll finish it soon enough n i’ll help them out. still hv lil sista to take care of…
last saturday was my lil sista’s b’day… but dunno why, she act really bad that day… makes me mad. soooooo naughty! trully lil evil.. yup, maybe coz of she lived with my auntie for a long time. 9 years wasnt a short time in growin up lil girl like her. yeah.. need lil discipline here n there. she usually do what she wants in my auntie’s, didnt hv any rule to obey. yep… really need discipline…. God, plz give me more n more passion to handle her….