my lil’ scrapboxes

Hemm… *terdampar* disini pas new year’s eve. Haha. Sepi sih iya, bosen sih nggak. Lebih ke, belajar menghabiskan waktu dengan melakukan yang terbaik dalam hidup. Malem taon baru, di luar rame banget suara orang nyalain petasan, orang maen kembang api, mobil² pada heboh aja saling mengklakson, tempat² makan pada tutup [that's why aku udah mesen maem dari sore tadi, n sekarang udah menantiku buat makan lagi], toko² udah pada tutup [ya iyalah, ini udah 10.25pm], dan yang jelasss… anak² kos ku yang masi tersisa udah saling neriakin temennya.. *ayo.. keluar.. ayo.. masa malem taon baru di kos aja.. kepo..* bwahahaha. So fun, so crowded ^^

So, what will i do tonight ?

1. tadinya mo diajakin ngumpul² n BBQ sama temen², but, accident happened. cassie numpahin seliter minyak goreng. Bwaaaa… kamarku lengket semua. apalagi dianya lari²an kemana², ya sudahlah, batal pergi.. beres² kamar aja.. lagian besok juga musti tugas di gereja.. better take a rest tonight.. or maybe i’ll just watch those movies
2. finished cleaning my room
3. sitting down in front of hunny’s PC. Ngapain ? Chatting ! Bwahahaha. Klasik. Rencana sih mo greet them a happy-blessed nu year
4. and then blogging, ngeganti tampilan blog.. trus..
5. naek ke lantai paling atas di kos, liat fireworks.. trus..
6. bring down the movies please !

Bwahahaha. What a *tasty* new year’s eve ^^ Honestly, i am missing my hunny. Sepi juga gak ada dia. Tadinya sih pengennya, spend this new year’s eve sama dia. Ngapain kek gitu bedua. Spending times together. Nonton, maen kembang api, nonton kembang api, ato cuma sekedar ngoceh kesana kemari berdua. And.. berdoa bareng buat the next coming year. Those plan looks so tempting. Tapi, yep, lama sebelum dia balik, udah tau si kalo kayanya, those plan wouldn’t happen ~_~ cuz dia udah bilang jauh² hari sebelomnya kalo dia bakal mo balik ke purbalingga. Then, kalo dia balik, so, i will be here or there, Jogja. And now, i’m here while he is in his hometown ~_~ ya sudahlah, tak apa..

Hemm… then.. what’s next…
Yep, this is me, here i am. Chatting sama some of my close friends yang *luckily* stucked at home like me. Bwahahaha. New year’s eve ini mereka juga ga kemana². Ada Ruth di Poole, ada Sarah & Maria di Jogja. Hihihi. Ngobrol ngalor ngidul ga jelas.

Trus, as i named this post *new year’s eve*.. mo sedikit flashback. I’ll write down a caleidoscope of 2008. Hemm.. just to remind me how much He has given me wonderful things in life. Here comes the list..

Januari 2008
Hem.. first month of this year. Aku masi training ACE, masi penuh dengan segambreng tugas, masi berjuang ngoding Java, Oracle, sama Crystal Report. Many days of this month i feel like, i just wanna give up. Ngerasa kurang *kenceng* berlari bersama coding Java temen² yang mayan jago. Rada ga pede, but i’ll get over it in the next couple months.

February 2008
February.. i’ll name it, a BIG fight. Hunny’s birthday [at that time, he isn't my boy yet].. couple days before his birthday, we had a BIG fight. Kenapa marahan ? Haha. Nggak penting banget deh. Tapi at those days, it really matters for me. But, akhirnya beberapa hari before his birthday, kita baekan. Bulan itu kayanya kita marahan entah berapa kali aja. Dan honestly, sekarang aku udah lupa sama sekali kenapa kita marahan. Bwahahaha…

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Bwahahaha.. my *nu* activities :p gak bener² baru juga si benernya. soalnya emang udah lama demen scrapbooking. Tapi biasanya si lebih demenan pake kertas. Secara ini tangan emang udah bawaannya kegatelan gak bisa diem :p Nah, kali ini iseng bikin digital scrapbook pake software gitu. Namanya smilebox. Yang jadi object scrapbook, ya foto² aku & hunny yang gak seberapa *bener² gak seberapa banget, secara kita baru punya 4 foto yg layak dipamer*. Ok dah, here it is hasil keisenganku :p

Make a Smilebox postcard

Ayo, ayo… sapa mo ikutan bikin digital scrapbook ?? *promosi mode on*

Yuhuuu..
Had just called my hun, and still missing him, so I was blogwalking, and ended up finding another post by my friend. Haha. Then suddenly i was filling this up :p tehee.. ~

A – Available or Single?
Already taken. Yay ^^

B – Best Friend?
hunny, urent, mar, iqha..

C – Cake or Pie?
both ! strawberry pie or chocolate cake [buset, jadi laper mendadak dehh..] ~_~

D – Drink of Choice?
avocado juice

E – Essential Item(s)?
glasses ^^ can see anything without it :p

F – Favorite Color?
purple, baby blue, orange

G – Gummi Bears or Worms?
gummi bears or milly moos i guess

H – Hometown?
jogja.. gosh i miss my hometown

I – Indulgence?
crafting ! but i hadnt have the tools yet. poor eh ?

J – January or February?
february ^^ hunny’s birthday which means.. free meal :p

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Sometimes knowing the truth
Really hurt yourself
When the word is unspoken
When the feeling wandered away

Away in a lust of trust and faith

When the time is coming
The blue is sweeping the beach of hopes
And the wind blows hard
The silence suddenly falling

It’s not our right
It’s not our path
To ignore the right
To deny the faith

When you deny the truth
When you ignore the faith
When the truth suddenly revealed
By the unspoken one..

It really hurts your heart
More than you ever thought..